Wednesday, 13 July 2011

Autobiography of a Letter

I have no life, but I affect the lives of others. I travel thousands of miles, across countries and continents, carrying a message. I have given people news of hope, happiness, well-being and grief as well. At times of war, I give families the news that the one who earns their everyday bread is no more. And at other times I give the news of employment to some.
Once I was the messenger of death to an otherwise happy family carrying the message that a son was no more, I was torn to pieces and treated as an ill entity. One other time, I was the first letter to be exchanged between two lovers and was carefully fit into a frame to be looked at forever. And another day I gave the news that a loved one staying far away was to give birth and to add another family member.
I have carried along history with me, people know of the old times and learn things which otherwise would have never reached them. I inspire men to carry their movement against the wrongdoings ahead, when the leader himself is left with nothing but only words to say.
You see, I have not always been loved and hated, but I have been important. Some people await me so that I tell the happenings on the other side, while others don’t expect and wish to see me at all. I despise the mere existence of myself sometimes, and sometimes I believe my being has a really noble cause behind it. But lately I have been replaced by other forms of communication; they call it the electronic mail. Yet, I still exist, and have for centuries now. I am…a letter.

Saturday, 14 May 2011

A question of belief

In a world which started off from a Big Bang (popular, scientific belief) and which subsequently was followed by the evolution of living species, we often wonder what life has in store for us. And of course, in an attempt to obtain this answer, we pray to God- the one and only, the superpower.But what makes us actually bow down in front of this superpower despite us having not come across any physical proof of its existence? Religion.

The religion we follow has certain ways of connecting to God. Each one of them unique. But do we not see that before we evolved to the human beings (homo sapiens) that we are today, we never had a religion "binding" us together. Yes, a religion has always been believed to be a binding force, that unites people and inspires integrity. A religion also is meant to refrain people from fighting within themselves. But the whole purpose is gone today. Surely we do have unity amongst people following the same religion, but the whole cause of uniting "people" has diminished. In fact, people belonging to different religions are ready to cut one another's throat, such is the hatred. All they want to prove is which has the greater GOD! Is that really the thing to be proven? Was it not meant to be one God, and unique ways to approach him? Wasn't that what religion was supposed to be?

So do we really need diverse religions or a single religion that unites the entire world? But an even more important question- why do we,this generation, not contest the entire "religion" phenomena? Answers to all these questions shall not be justified in words written, time to act. On a lighter note, go marry someone from another religion for a start. 

Wednesday, 30 March 2011

Song of the week-Second Love

Intro: Pain of Salvation is probably one bunch of musicians who you guys have must not even heard the name of. I for myself having witnessed these guys in flesh (in the IIT Madras fest this year) and after listening to these guys for a fairly long time have to say there is no aspect of life untouched by these Swedish czars! "Second Love" is one of the softer songs by the band which I have immense love for. This song should be an introduction to all of those who haven't listened to the pioneers of the genre called "Progressive Metal". Enjoy!
PS-Many of you might find the theme of the song a bit on the unhappier side, still, appreciate the music.


Lyrics:

 Day after day
Nothing's changed you're far away
But I need you to know that I can't sleep anymore
By the nights
Night after night
The stars are shining so bright
Though our pain is larger than the universe tonight


I want you to know I can't sleep anymore
By the nights
By the nights
Day after day I want you to say
That you're mine
You are mine


Year after year
Tear after tear
I feel like my heart will break in two
You came like a wind I couldn't defend
You cut my heart so deeply
The scars won't mend

I'll never believe in love anymore
After this
After this
Can never change or rearrange
What we lost
What we lost




Time after time
I am wasting my time
Living in a past where I was strong
But now I am gone
I leave no shadow when I'm alone
I'll stay forever in my dreams where you are near


Want you to know I can't sleep anymore
By the nights
By the nights
Day after day I want you to say
That you're mine
You are mine

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

With love, MUSIC #2

"Guys, there's this alumni meet I have at the school where I studied. People from all across the world would be landing here. I was wondering if you guys could put up a performance in the auditorium that day. You see we're short on events, so..you know, you guys can fill in the gap." Sam and Ralf looked at each other in shock at Bob's words. Sam said in a hyper excited tone, "Dude, we just started! We are barely tight musically! I don't really think you should take a chance with us and neither are we ready for it." "No no, I think you guys will do just fine, trust me. I've been hearing you guys jamming since then, you guys are coming along pretty good!" smiles Bob. "Let's do it", and Ralf saw a lot of conviction when Sam said that. "Alright!" said Ralf and the rest joined in too.

D-day: Ralf, Sam, Nick and Adrian now call themselves "Celestial Empire", and they're ready to rock! The guys are all sweat but high on confidence. They start with "Hotel California", and then move on to a stunning improvisation of "The Trooper". They then play a brilliant cover of Nirvana's "Smells like teen spirit" and finally end the set with Deep Purple's "Burn". And there was applause! It was a job well done! "Dude, everyone liked it!", Sam knocks Ralf's arm. "I sure see that!", Ralf was awestruck! This was the day he was waiting for!

"Great job guys! We owe ourselves a celebration! The meet is over, so I guess we guys should keep movin'!" Nick announces. "Not yet guys!", that was Bob from behind, " The real celebration is yet to begin, this gentleman here wants to have a word with the Celestial Empire.", winks Bob. A tall, well-built, and corporate-looking figure appears, "So! Celestial Empire eh! I like that name and I simply was blown away by what you did on stage. And more importantly, Bob tells me this was your debut! I mean, seriously, you guys are a bunch of talent!" "Guys, this is Jude, my ex-benchmate and a very good buddy, we meet after a long time today! Err..have you guys heard of the record label Dreamscape?", Bob looks at Ralf. "Ofcourse Bob who hasn't! It's the States' biggest record label, hehe. What's with that? Are they releasing a new album of Mary Jane?", laughs Ralf. "Nothing of that sort, but to cut things short, Jude is the Vice-President of Dreamscape and he's come straight from the US and now he's putting a serious thought if you guys would want to be signed up with Dreamscape and record an album." Sam's jaw dropped and Nick and Adrian sat down straightaway. Ralf was already in dream-mode, "Yeah, of course I'm dreaming. God, I'd really wish such a thing would turn into reality someday!chuckle!""Ralf? You listening?""What, you said something?" Ralf looks back at Bob. "Ya, are you guys in?" 

"I am going to....be..... A ROCKSTAR!!! My dream..oh my dream..it's coming true? Really? Surreal, it surely is!" Ralf, Sam, Nick and Adrian are now walking towards Dreamscape's India office. Jude welcomes them, "Hello people! A very warm welcome to Dreamscape and I hope you guys are all set!", Jade says in a jolly tone. Although the VP of one of the world's biggest record labels, Jude has always been happy-hearted and cheerful. "Yes sir, we are ready!", Adrian smiles at Jude. "OK, then we better hurry up as I've got to catch a flight back to the States in th evening!" Sam, Ralf, Nick and Adrian look at each other, as if everyone together wanted to say, "This it madmen!"

Ralf and the group are riding back home on their bikes. This has been the day of the unexpected, this was not even in the dreams of the group, leaving Ralf aside. For them it was just a shot at doing something constructive. Ralf could now see his roadmap clear in front of his eyes, "I'll make it big, I am well on the way! I AM MAKING IT BIG! God, its DREAM-FUCKIN_SCAPE!" "Hey Ralf," calls out Nick, " what you dreamin' of mate!" and laughs. Ralf looks at Nick and laughs "You mind your own business dude!" And just as he took his eyes off from Nick the only thing Ralf saw was not the road, it was an old lady crossing the road with a little baby in her arms. His eyes get shut instantly.

Eyes open, Ralf sees chaos all around, "God, my back hurts, and my hand..." Ralf thinks to himself. He tries to get up but can't, he sits right there. "Wait a minute, did I just hit that old lady!", shocked, Ralf looks all around. He sees his friends helping out the lady, badly hurt and wailing like hell. "The baby..there was a baby..", Ralf remembers, "...where is....sh..e..she...no....no."

Continued..to be.. 


Friday, 18 March 2011

With love, MUSIC


"PUT THAT VOLUME DOWN RALF! YOU'RE CREATING A MESS!!"
"Aarghh, people in India just can't stand rock music!"

Yeah, BackStreet Boys, Westlife, Steps, Vengaboyz, Ricky Martin, Michael Jackson were what turned up on Ralf's stereo ever since he was a kid, maybe since he was in the 2nd standard. He loved "English music" like anything, well that was the definition he had for all the pop music he had been listening to! He started to have an ear for all this from MTV and Channel V which back then used to play only English songs and no Bollywood music.

Ralf grew up and by the time he reached 8th standard the only additions to his playlist were Bryan Adams and Richard Marx. Yes, he was still stuck to pop music. And then, love happened and his life turned into this total fairy-tale affair and the only thing he liked now was MORE OF POP MUSIC! He found solace in the lyrics of Backstreet Boys and wrote poems stolen from Darius. He was high on love, flying from over the clouds and then...LOVE FAILED!

He was heartbroken, Ralf, and all those pop songs turned into a nightmare for him every time he listened to them now. He needed change! "Am tired of these lovey-dovey songs! I need a freakin' change! Ralf visited his school buddy, MJ. He was this wierdo, with a real long goatie and some real long hear, mind u real long. He advised the heartbroken Ralf, "Dude! Relax! Here take this with you, Scorpions!" "Dude you really think I'm in for some crazy shit like this.I can't listen to all the noisy crap ya'al listen to.seriously.". MJ gave his buddy that trademark wicked look of his and said, "Dude, this sure is some crazy shit!" Ralf was in no mood to argue with MJ, he chose to leave with the CD.
The CD lied there on his table for the third consecutive day when Ralf, finding nothing to calm his shattered and wailing soul (that would cry out loud everynight-"Rosemary...why did you do this to me!!"), took a look at the CD cover and reluctantly put it in his brand-new Philips Mini Hi-Fi's CD changer. First track-"Still loving you", Ralf shut his eyes and got deeply immersed in the lyrics of the song....
"If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love....
"
The moment the track finished, Ralf realized, "Wait a minute, was that a love song?". Yes it was, the lyrics-just what Ralf's mind was going through, but was he sad, or depressed, listening to it, like he was when he was listening to pop songs with similar lyrics? So was the rendition of the song that our loverboy found peace and calm, and not flashbacks of bad memories, listening to it, for the 10th time in a row! "This..is this rock music?? I always thought they were loud and rowdy!" He took a dip into the entire album and was really pleased at the different aspects of life the band touched in the album; not only love, but life, childhood and everything. "Welcome to ROCK music Ralf! I think you two are gonna go a long way!"

Ralf visited MJ the very next morning and thanked him for the value-addition in his life! MJ was so glad he could help the 'loverboy-not-anymore' get over that Rosemary girl! "Told ya Ralf", was what MJ had to say. "Here, now take this, 'Europe'." And thus began Ralf's rock-learning and he soon had his Hi-Fi playing Firehouse, Iron Maiden, Metalica, Guns n' Roses and this and that! Ralf had started to feel good, he had found a means with which he could relate too and yet felt stronger....he felt like never before! Bits and pieces of Ralf's heart had slowly begun to come together....

"PUT THAT VOLUME DOWN RALF! YOU'RE CREATING A MESS!!" said mother. Ralf was listening to a wicked GnR song, one of his favourites, "Aint it fun". "Is this how you study? Listening to loud and annoying music like this? For God's sake you're in high school now! You gotta get into engineering next year and this how you prepare?!!" "Ma one more and I'll be done, promise. See I'm doing math alongside. It's all good, it's allllll good!", smiles Ralf. "Suit yourself" said mother and off she went fuming. "Aarghh, people in India just can't stand rock music!" Well, actually, Ralf had lately been getting a high, his friends were constantly coaxing him to form a band with some of the other guys in his class after that solo performance on Teacher's day which turned him into a rockstar. Chicks from his class were now drooling on him and junior chicks were all ga-ga too! So what does Ralf do? He practices those songs which play on his audio while putting the volume knob up so that his mom wouldn't know what he's been upto, Ralf was really giving it a serious thought. 

He didn't know if it would turn out good but he desperately wanted to jam with these fellas of his class who were great at playing many different things- someone a guitar, another drums, et al. Ralf knew he was good enough for a start...yeah, he too wanted to be famous, play gigs all over the world, lotsa money, and the list goes on! And he also had this killer passion for rock music. Ralf and his gang, thus start practising at an empty studio room that was part of Sam's elder brother Rob's recording studio, which was apparently very famed. 10 minutes into their jamming and all of these guys get called to Bob's office. Uh oh..any problem?

Continued..to be.. 

Friday, 11 March 2011

Tech Roundup of the day!


Alright, this is the first in my daily series of tech news which I've kept short to make it an easy read. It will contain the day's biggest and most important tech news. So here goes:
  • Apple iOS 4.3 available now: Yes, the latest version of the Apple mobile OS is ready for a download to your iDevice. Features include Faster JavaScript engine,Better AirPlay Support, Personal HotSpot on the iPhone 4 and iTunes Home Sharing.
  • Apple iPad 2 to launch tomorrow: The latest Apple tablet will arrive tomorrow for a price of a minimum of $499.
  • Firefox 4 Release Candidate released: Firefox 4 has moved out of its beta period and is now in the “release candidate” stage.
That's it for today folks! 

How i fell for her....


Leading me through the darkness...
An angel came to me!!
It did seem surreal....
Had it not been for thee!

Wiping every tear of mine....
She made my life heaven!!!
Promised standing by me....
Be it sorrow even!

Pulled me out of the maze...
That was seemingly impossible to solve!!!
No wonder now...
This Angel, I had started to love.

Sleeping with her...
Made me feel at home.
Talking to her....
Never made me feel alone.

Never thought there could be someone....
Who I could ever love!!!
But this angel in my life....
Couldn’t stop my heart from getting a shove!

Now I love this angel....
As I love my God.
Care for her as a treasure...
Sent by himself, the Lord.

Follow her as a religion...
She’s meant to be.
Will fulfill her wishes...
Whatever she order to me!!!

Wanna hold her hands...
Till the end of time.
Wish my angel stays forever...
And be forever mine!

The promises she made...
Hope are never broken.
If she leaves me...
My heart shall forever be frozen.

Promise to serve her as my princess...
If given a chance.
Even if not given....
Will never love her any less....
Not even by an ounce. 


Thursday, 10 March 2011

New Twitter for Android


How many of you use an Android device? Well just yesterday Twitter for Android found itself in a new iteration,version 2.0.1, where it gets a brand new UI and many bug fixes! You also get new enhancements in the form of a new timeline! Personally I love the new UI and the improvements themselves! Want a copy for yourself? Then go visit the Android Market now!

Angel...


A sacred heart you have..
A calming face you wear.

God bestowed upon me what I had never hoped for
A prayer in my eyes..you are!

Living bits and pieces of life with you
An earthful of happiness i get..
And those time-still moments with you
Never seem to get out of my head!

A pigeon in a cage..you set me free..
You let me fly to places, where i explored i could be me.

Truth is when I'm with you..
Lie is when i give you pain.
A life without you my love
Is never gonna be the same again.

Reassurances you give...
Promises i keep...
You give sound to my life
And sight to give our love a meaning so deep!

Wondering how it would look..
Without those stars in the sky.
To be twinkling around you..
Now i know the reason why..

Colors fade and the air cries
When you turn away from me..
A drop of water i would not need
If i get my soul with you forever to be..

Many more dreams...many more promises to be fulfilled..
Wrap you with my love and protect you with my soul..
Not a living soul on earth can let this God-blessed love be killed.

Intro

A big hello to d blogging world and i kno d logo sucks!guys its my first ever blog (cheers and applause needed)!!i first created the layout and worked on the template before posting dis one!
Well blogging never came to me until a very dear friend (and a blogging pro) Miss Khan inspired me with her own and dat too on her 2nd anniversary(duh,blog anniv!)!!i really wanted to write but was finding ways to...and den i landed right here!!
When pondering upon how to start and what EXACTLY to write on my blog, Miss Khan again came handy(and yet again,inspirational!) and advised me to write what i "LIKE"..hmm..so den i came up vd the theme of a 3-in-1 platform- where il write stories about life,of my life..and yea..someday yours too!Mind you,I'm no poet but i like gadgets and stuff..very attached to tech stuff..and a BIIIIIIG  MUSIC BUFF!!so u'l get to read music reviews,i might post lyrics and etc. 
At times I'm sad I shall share my grief with u (sigh!) and make u read em(bwahahaha)!!You'l get to read shit many times and if you dnt like em please ignore and don't swear!But il try to be sensible...mostly!
So once again..many thanx to Farzana and her useful guidance into the blogging world and yes Mr. Mridupawan Podder(a.k.a. freelancer) you did inspire me too..u gave me d base and Farzana somehow elevated my interest!:P
Adios and see you with a brand new and sensible post veryyy soon!
Cheers!!